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Saturday, June 23, 2012

Colliding


This song has touched my heart recently.


The line that has resonated with my heart has been “when the hurt and the healer collide”

It’s the place where I’m at right now.

I believe with my entire heart that if the Lord wanted to, he could have healed Seth.  He could have closed that little fistula and he would still be with us today.

But for some reason he didn’t.

So that’s where I am, my hurting heart colliding with a God who is all powerful, the great physician, the one who has a bigger plan for Seth’s life.  I’m trying to trust that His plan is good and a 1,000 times better than mine.

This is my heart’s prayer today:
Jesus Come and break my fear,
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find your glory even here.

5 comments:

theblans said...

Erica, I'm so sorry. We were out of town when all this was happening, so I'm just now catching up. I'm grieving with you. Praying for you and Marvin as you live out these hard days! Let us know if you need anything.

Priscilla Sapp said...

Thanks Erica for processing your hurt and healing with us. Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. May you know God's comfort in growing abundance.

Priscilla Sapp said...

Thanks, Erica for processing your hurt and healing with us. I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Asking that you experience God's healing in growing abundance.

Jenni said...

Love you sister. Thanks for sharing how He is ministering to you. We continue to pray for you and Marvin. We love you so!

Jenni said...

Love you sister! Thanks for sharing how He is ministering to you. We continue to pray for you and Marvin.
Much love!